lemme tell you a story. Around, 6-7 years ago, it was around 1 pm and I was going to take bath, then i donno why (I don't remember) I went outside and saw my frnds talking. They were talking about mastu***tion, i wasn't kind of guy who intrested in this stuff so leave and go to take a bath 🚿. While taking a bath a thought came in my mind that why people love that kind of thing (I mean mastru**tion)?? Then I saw my d*** it's was hard then the first time in my entire life i mastruba**, and it make me feel like weirdly better. Beleive me since then i always do that, like always i hate my self for that, I stop doing it then after few days I don it again. Back to where are we, after mastru**ting for few month I watched first p**n video it was kind of weird as well also kind of disgusti** spacially lickin*, but.... But I liked it (atleast what i thought) and letter as time passes i realised these things are distroying me, i stop my self so many times, but the last i control my self was around 20 days, then I start watching and doing that.

After realising, understanding myself I told my self that if that day (when I first mastru**ted, and watched ****), if I controlled my self that day, i would've been better person, I would've lived my life better (since then). Uk what I'm trying to say is the first time, if you thing that doing something bad for once doesn't change anything. You are wrong, u r damm wrong. So, don't do something bad if you don't do these things your are a great man, but if your doing it then you really need to stop. It seems fun, enjoyable but it's not, when you grow up a bit try to understand your surroundings you'll realise how wrong you are, you'll hate yourself. So, stop it now, right this moment stop it ....... don't be like me please... don't distroy your life... If you got addicted to it som much, you'll start thinking you don't deserve better with your family because of those thaughts popping Up in your brain ....

If you have problem, and like me who can't stop your self for such things... Drop in the comment box I see what I can do for you guys.... Btw i finally overcome it... Thanks....