Okay so... I'm extremely under confident person in real life..i talk less, don't know how to keep up with the convo and get people engaged

Ahh...i well aware it's an extremely necessary life skill
I'm considered rude cuz according to people i ignore their words and have attitude...

So...when i forcibly try to be a chatterbox...
Either I'm the dog's tail or a narcissist 💀💀

I actually don't know how to do it right 😣
Mostly a narcissist cuz I don't give much importance to people
But when I really want to pursue someone i behave like they're some kind of ***😭😭😭(happened with my past relationship)